I'd like to walk you all through my process for understanding and processing anomalous experiences. When I am a precipient of information/exposed to anomalous activity, I generally go through a process that involves the following: Past References --> References in Media --> Searching r/thesubthatshallnotbenamed--> Searching Google --> Searching AI Tools . By the time I get to the last part of that process, I generally have a decent Idea/Context for what it was that I experienced and the meta-message for that Experience. After I finish that part of the process, I decide what I need to change about myself, my ontology, and my actions in conjunction with this new information. I had a dream/vision last night where I was in a place surrounded by glowing radiance that was like light but more like presence. I saw a face show up to me that was like a Young, genderless/androgenous person, that most people would associate with an Angel/Angelic Being and it said to me "Ayam." Pronounced Ah-Yahm. I did not get to see the body of this being and I was also not in a body at the time, as I couldn't observe appendages or bodily processes like breathing during this time. The only thing that existed was the face, hair, and a small portion of the neck of this being/presence. Processing img l0dsz6wu9stg1... Processing img 4yn5sxry9stg1... Mixed with: Processing img wfgn842khttg1... The above images don't really do justice to what I saw and I don't have the credits on any AI Image Generation Platform to go further and further to get it more accurate. The biggest difference was that the color was radiant but not light producing and the hair filled up all of the background space, but wasn't actually hair and the neck was only slightly visible and the being was MORE androgynous. As soon as I woke up, I tried processing what it meant by Ayam. I thought, maybe it is a derivative of Adam from the Bible, maybe it's the opposite of Maya in the Hindu tradition, or maybe it's none of those things. So I did what any sane person would do, I googled "what are the different ways to spell ayam and their meanings?" Here's the results: Processing img ct0l6f654stg1... Which lead me to searching for ""ayam" divine experience ufo uap" with pretty shitty results, but I saw in the sidebar: "Some discussions link the concept of "AYAM" as a palindrome of "MAYA," referencing potential mystical or spiritual connections to these revelations.": Processing img 8nnjug1t6stg1... Which then lead me to a Saint Germain PDF that is pretty spot-on for the correlated context of the experience. Here's a couple of quotes if you don't want to click the Scribd link: Processing img 5k8kk1897stg1... Processing img vbvel78e7stg1... The result of my understanding of this Experience was to expose me to the concept of The Unfathomable being around us at all times and the implication of our lack of understanding of reality. The ontological differential for me from this will be to be grateful for what I have, for what I can understand, and to share this experience and process with others in the hope that it may resonate with some of you. Thank you for your time! EDIT: if anyone has some info on the Saint Germain stuff, hmu please. Seems interesting and i've never heard of it before. submitted by /u/Warm_Weakness_2767 [link] [comments]